i am your misery
i am your sleep-deprivation
i am your headaches
i am the slap of my palm on your face
i am your disappointment
i am your starvation
i am a mouth and stomach eating more than we can afford
i am the stink of my body odor in your nostrils
i am the unfxxkable fat you hate to see naked
i am the dust in your coughs and sneezes
i am your stress
i am your burden
. . .
forget me tonight
don’t let me ruin your evening
insomnia Tremmins:
One i sat upon a midnight weary
Wishing i could think more cleary
Wishing i could think more clearly and get off to bed
As i sat here in the room from in my chest a thick kaboom
as all across the bloddy room a buzzing and a jeering
What am I to do can’t sleep
Where’s the bridge i want to leap
where’s the bridge i want to leap, leap off to my doom
I’ve been up near 40 hours.
Counted sheep and counted towers
counted buttons and the swirls on the wall
If i’m allowwed sleep I want it now
As i sit upon a midnight warry
Thinking that the dark is scary
thinking that the dark is scary because im oh so bored
So i reach for a drink
to knock me out i do thus think
So i reach out for a drink a drink of sweet sweet rum
As i do i remember then
Ive got sleeping pills near my bed
and i taken a few of them as well.
See you all Im off so sleepy
and the words are getting creepy
Shuting down my brains detery-a-ting into bread
Sometimes.
People leave us.
With this kind of toughts inside our mind .
It is when someone hits us with bad words like :
- You make me feel uncomfortable! –
So, we begin to think about ourselves in the same way:
- Myself, it is disgusting me!-
Be sure, trust on me, those are lies.
This is true:- You’re perfect the way you are.-
Your awesomeness rules, Xatstilo, thank you so much #smilesandhugs